Hair

So after weeks of pondering and doubting, I have decided to dip-dye my hair. My current colour is very block brown and lacks various tones so I have decided to break my hair virginity and attack it with ombre. As much as my hair craves for blue, I think a safer option is blonde/brown/auburn and I am so excited! I can't wait to show you the results. Finger crossed all is well otherwise me thinks there will be tears. A lot of tears.

Jessie x
*font 'Always in my Heart' and all images off pinterest *a 

all I want for christmas... (ipad photoshoot)

So I had big plans for this shoot, snow and pictures outside with a little red nose but no, my camera failed me so I had to make do with my ipad. However I was pleasantly surprised! I love the grainy effect and although all the pictures were taking by my window, there is something homely and vintage about it! So overall a success! Thanks to the lovely Ciara once again...

Jessie Wears

Black Trousers - H & M

Black Sequin Vest- New Look

Black Leather Skater Skirt- New Look

White Top with Peter Pan Collar- H & M 

Argh! It was so much fun. Hope everyone has an amazing Christmas! Eeep... 

Jessie x

Reality Falls

Hello, I think right now, in this place, I feel lost. So many of the blogs I read portray this perfect life in perfect light but reality doesn't fall that way. It never will. I am a teenager, facing the struggles every teenager will face and this blog was created to connect with other teenagers my age and help them. Or talk to them. Or share my loves all the creative and wonderful things in this life... yet, not ignore all the bad. Below is a beautiful picture I took with my camera a while ago. It represents how within every dark shelter there is light inside... 

I want to feel grown up,

Yet young at the same time,

I want to be lifted up,

Yet grounded,

Everyone else goes to parties,

Whilst I stay inside,

I'm single,

I feel tiny,

And big,

And scared,

I laugh,

I cry,

I yell,

I hug,

Who am I?

Who am I? I'm Jessie. From Britain. An island in the ocean, in the world, in space. I'm living. But a real life. Not a perfect fairytale. I'm jealous. Jealous of girls who have everything, boyfriends, go to parties, have perfect hair. This isn't a good thing.... yet it isn't bad. I'm human. I fall, I crumble. I rise, I stand and then I fall again. I am blessed. Blessed with this life. I know. I should feel content. Yet some days I don't. But I'm human. It is okay. It's normal. 

It's life. And I'm living.