I forgot // writing inspiration

Urgh it has been such a long time since I've posted. I feel a bit like crying a little every day I wake up. The exam stress has definitely consumed me and I'm just trying so hard to keep things in perspective. I always listen to relaxing music before bed with my fairy lights on to calm me down - it helps. I also haven't written anything in a while. Of course I've written essays (way too many) and revision notes and mind maps and quotes, but not the type of writing I feel most free in. I honestly have no idea how this little paragraph will go, as usual I am writing whatever comes in to my head, but you guys always seem to like my musings so here goes: *read this whilst listening to Paint by The Paper Kites (it's what I listened to as I wrote this) *

I saw the world today. 
Alone. I barely moved. Just sat and drank the world like a drink of the purest water. Only the rain masked my thoughts that licked the mountains and danced in the rivers. I forgot. The air was so comforting. An embodiment of senses as I allowed the wind to skim my skin. I flew higher. And higher in to the clouds that greeted me as I danced in the filtering sunlight. I forgot. The pine needles caught the rays. A harmonious battle of nature as I laughed in the sheer sublimity of the sky. I forgot. I forgot that I had turned the final page. 
I forgot that I was reading. 

I guess that was a mere portrayal of the power a really good book can have over us. I hope to write a book like that one day : an all consuming tale that tampers with reality.

Keep breathing and listening to the world around you,
J

all these pictures were taken from my tumblr

lazy summer mornings

Jessie Wears

Bikini - Topshop

Two Piece- Moonwaves

Hat- Forever 21

Sunnies - Forever 21

Shoes- Vans 

Recently, I received another beautiful two piece from Moonwaves Clothing. This one just screams summer and is perfect for lazy days in your parents summer house surrounded by fake flowers and bohemian scarves! Once again I am procrastinating but there is only so much revision you can do in one day.

I just love love love this beautiful pattern and cannot wait to parade along the beach with an ice cream in my hand (precariously keeping my Mr Whippy from falling on my shorts). I hope you are all enjoying the sun!

-J

revision and adventures

My Easter holidays have consisted of... REVISION REVISION PROCRASTINATION REVISION ONE LOVELY DAY OUT REVISION REVISION. On a brighter note- I am back with a blog post containing some ramblings and bad quality photos. Woo!

On Tuesday I went exploring London with my friend, whilst allowing the sunshine to consume my stress *screams* The weather was nothing short of perfect and I was very disappointed I didn't take my camera along with me :( The lovely church was in Camden, extremely near London Zoo. It was undoubtedly the prettiest church I have ever been to with ACTUAL blossom blowing around me. We also sat along the canal eating a very unhealthy crepe. Neal's Yard in Convent Garden was another spot we explored briefly. The colours are so beautiful in the sun and made a very lovely Polaroid ;) To finish the day off we immersed ourselves in Forever 21 along Oxford Street and spent SOME money oops.

In another news... I GOT A PENNY BOARD. Expect many more Penny related adventures coming your way after my exams (which finish the 19th of June). Admittedly mine is fake and only cost me £15 but it is still AMAZING and leaves me feeling fully hispter-fied.

I am not sure when my next post will be :( Hopefully I'll found a spare hour here or two. BRING ON SUMMER!

Excuse my over capitalisation in the post. I am feeling rather drained of excitement (seriously, click this link to my science and feel soul crushed [x] and comment below if you ACTUALLY did).

Keep smiling,
J